Nischua - Save Yourself Lyrics

I thought I was a burden for you
Thought that life without me would be better for you
I remember looking at my skin wondering
Why my blood flows when I don't want it to

I don't understand
Why my body lives
When my mind is slowly dying
Affected by
This disease
That stops me from even trying

Can't get out of bed
Can't get out of my own head
I feel like I'm dead
Sleepwalking through this life that I dread

I know you made life easy for me
Waking up next to you was pleasing me
I remember looking at your eyes, time flies
Can't remember the colour they used to be

I don't understand
How you loved me when
My actions were so confusing
It's like being trapped in a room with
A bomb that won't be defusing

Can't open the door
Can't dig a hole through the floor
It's an ongoing war
Can't fix this mess you adore

Please save yourself
We can't safe each other