Nischua - Occasionally Lyrics

Lately I've been avoiding any mirrors
Lately I've been avoiding any scales
Lately I've found a lot of errors
I've been lost in details

Yesterday I skipped dinner
Yesterday I wanted to get thinner
Yesterday I made the choice
Yesterday I followed the voice
Today I feel the pain
Today I can feel the hunger in my veins
Today I got closer to the goal
The voice has got me in control

I don't hurt myself that much
I just do it occasionally
I don't hurt myself that much
I just do it occasionally

Last week somebody told me
That I don't look nothing like the old me
This week it still gives me
Motivation to continue to be the new me

Last year somebody told me
That a diet would be the key for me
This year I still remember that
And I don't ever wanna be fat
Recently I've seen a picture
Recently I didn't recognize my figure
Recently I realized
That the real problem was disguised

I don't hurt myself that much
I just do it occasionally
I don't hurt myself that much
I just do it occasionally

Today I see my weight on a scale
Today I feel weak as hell
Today I realize this is a bigger problem
Than just a fuller bottom

The future will be tough for me
The future will bring a better me
The future will kill the voice
That brought me into this whole mess
The future will be tough for me
The future will bring a better me
The future will kill the voice
That brought me into this whole mess

I don't hurt myself that much
I just do it occasionally
I don't hurt myself that much
I just do it occasionally
I don't hurt myself that much
I just do it occasionally
I don't hurt myself that much
I just do it occasionally