Visions of my own demise swim through my head
Followed my intuition and look where it led
I know after all of this time, I should have forgot
That's what I told you that night, but probably not
I stare at your eyes as they're looking around
At everyone else gathered up in this crowd
I fumble around for something to say
Cause I know that soon you'll be walking away
Though you've made it quite clear that you'd never consider it
And I know it sounds like I'm never quite listenin
I'm just this way and I can't be fixed
I'm sorry, I'm sorry for feeling like this
I hope our conversation never ends
Though I can't stand to keep you from your friends
Tomorrow we'll wake up and move on with our lives
But I'll move on with you, crossing my mind
I stare at your eyes as they're looking around
At everyone else gathered up in this crowd
I fumble around for something to say
Cause I know that soon you'll be walking away
Though you've made it quite clear that you'd never consider it
And I know it sounds like I'm never quite listenin
I'm just this way and I can't be fixed
I'm sorry, I'm sorry for feeling like this
I jumped the gun, looking back on everything, it was
Quite disappointing, as I'm often known to be
Wrote down all these words now, but you don't give a f*ck
Oh, I swear someday, I'll bring myself to give up