Nique Robinson - 4:11 Lyrics

I really hate speaking from this perspective but
Gotta say what you feel right?
Let's do it
Yeah
How should I begin?
I always knew the hottest love can have the coldest end
So how can I pretend?
Like this thing of ours is something way different
I won't be stuck inside my thoughts and won't be lost in my feelings so I
Just let these verses go
You say I hurt you but what you feeling is minuscule
To what you caused me
I got some real deep trauma may never heal from
Everything that's left of this heart save for a real one
So many years invested
I'll never second guess it
I understand that lifes a lesson and I'm being tested
I'm still a grade A nigga though you might disagree
Will never question God's plan
I only want what's meant for me
Maybe we peaked too soon started at 16
All young and naive
Hoping that we can at least
Be like everything that we seen up on them big screens
I would be Prince Akeem, and you would be my black Queen
Damn
Compromising myself
All for the sake of love and all the history dealt
Sticking by your side through all the worst times and your dark side
Said you'd do the same for me but in the end it's all lies
Damn
Know you always put yourself first
And in the end that's how I got hurt
Yeah, 'cause giving up was too easy
I stuck around and all that gave you was a chance to decieve me
F*ck
I shoulda known we called it quits once before
Three knocks at the door okay you back with the boy
Now we tryna hash it out see where we went wrong
Hope we catch a vibe and we dance to a new song
On to a newborn
Damn now this shit getting real
Got a son on the way can't really grasp how I feel
All I know is that I want this shit to work more than ever
Hope we find some common ground and we'll be happy together yeah
And we was for a minute now we back here
Now everything is worse
I'm packing up my shit and heading out the door
Okay so now yo f*ckin feelings hurt
Calling me a quitter 'cause I finally put myself first
Truth is
I look my son in the face
I wanna be his superhero with no mask and a cap
But I gotta be my best self
Focus on my mental health
Finally get my inner peace
Even if we enemies
Uh gotta let that hurt go
Heard time heals all let me let that shit show
I gotta move on, you moved on so it's alright
Can finally be free no more lost in them dark nights
I'm wishin you the best and I hope that you feel the same
Not focused on the past and the things we couldn't change
I'd rather lose love than never feel it at all
Repeatedly build my heart
In hopes that I will fall
In love
Shit is crazy
Yeah