I just smoked my first J
The hell am I feeling I think my spirit is healing
Although this could be deceiving
I'm well aware of my being
Misleading, but I ain't stopping there
No I ain't never ever ever ever retreating
Got the pill that'll make you see things
That shit will have you thinking you can prolly be things
Open up ya dome, but don't let it roam
Lose ya mind and it'll never find a way home
I took the pill with tequila
I only got hit like 4 times
Oh how well were all the old times
I was 3 multiplied 4 times
Plus 2, didn't mean to alert you
I was 14 with three substances
First time high, I craved some blueberry pie
But I don't even like pie
I was into Goku, Superman
I wanted to fly
Kiss all my problems goodbye
Didn't take long to decide
I wanna get up outside and really fly in the sky
But homie said it's a lie, mmm
You don't really got wings
You'll really go splat
Love at first puff, love's the vision of a bat
Ya mama gonna lose her son, you don't want that
But I'm in love with this feeling
This makes life feel like I'm dreaming
Oh f*ck whatever you thinking
What matters what I'm perceiving
Can't remember what I was grieving
Now I'm stuck dentals cheesing
And the high just arrived this shit is far from leaving
This shit is all I'm needing
Ya boy at war with demons
I don't just feel them I see them
Aiming for they caps so I can peel them
Oh wait they come in peace
They got skin like the grudge
And Hella ash at they knee
They ain't attacking it seem
They bring the company I need
They bring the comfort I need
They bring the company I need
They bring the comfort I need
They bring the company I need
They bring the comfort I need
They bring the company I need
I see them
My eye is glued to the wall
Sitting cause I'm scared to fall
The homie tryna record
Can't focus so I hit call
On the homie but I cannot recall
What he said it's like my head ain't got no reception on
Ugh, got dammit it's like I'm on another planet
I'm feeling stranded this feeling something I can't fathom
Got dammit, I took the sober life for granted
Can't even sit straight the drugs done left me sitting slanted
I feel abandoned, but I'm gifted with these spirits
It's like five of me when I be looking in the mirrors
A magician, the other four well I don't think you'd wanna listen
Oh my god this shit done got me tripping
This that high where all you can do is lay down
And you tell yourself you'll never do it again and stay down
But like that love from ya high school it never really stayed down
So you looking for that high again so you'll never stay down, woah
The homie said, the homie said
You don't really got wings
You'll really go splat
Love at first puff, love's the vision of a bat
Ya mama gonna lose her son, you don't want that
But I'm in love with this feeling
This makes life feel like I'm dreaming
Oh f*ck whatever you thinking
What matters what I'm perceiving
Can't remember what I was grieving
Now I'm stuck dentals cheesing
And the high just arrived this shit is far from leaving
This shit is all I'm needing
Ya boy at war with demons
I don't just feel them I see them
Aiming for they caps so I can peel them
Oh wait they come in peace
They got skin like the grudge
And Hella ash at they knee
They ain't attacking it seem
They bring the company I need
They bring the comfort I need
They bring the company I need
They bring the comfort I need
They bring the company I need
They bring the comfort I need
They bring the company I need
I see them