Yeah
She ain't gon let it be known
The way she moves about it
I know her days been flying
Through her subconscious
This flight don't land for a while
Might start to lose my mind a bit
Just still be there when I'm back
I see the blossom that I so often speak to you of
You hold your breath and
Hope the moment stays with it
New surroundings keeping me on point with you
I hear the water patter through the tumult
From the skies they pummel down on us
Honeysuckle sugar hit the senses
Take me back to when
That was only for the good things
Her delicate song is in my head now
Hushed tones that surf over her breath
It's silk, the way the signals flow between us
Electric nature feels, put it to rest
Yeah
I give a moment to just reminisce on that old one
The one that'd have you sitting on the pier
With just a bottle and her words
I know she was perfect for the nights I wanted
Now I'm tryna see if it's the same with you
Yeah
Give me pause for a minute tho
Shit ain't been clicking on all fronts and had to process
Couple bouts of bad news been coming from the home front
Got me wanting to be there for some of my closest
Wish I could go back to being stuck in CPH 22
Before I knew where the f*ck it was that I was going next
Comfortable in my place, the jolts for the right reasons
Not worried about when we'd see each other again
But you can take that off my mind for a bit
You been staying in mind for a bit
Even started walking into my dream the other night
When I was out of town
But for now I just go past The Albert
Yeah
The skies stay hitting it, the glow keeps turning on
The weeks been feeling different
I promised that I'd hit you up
That one new name from Ithaca
Been popping up a lot since then
And I got some other shit that's got me thinking
Wasn't being true to myself when I first got here
Now I'm starting to feel the real me again
And with that the vision changes
Blue and gold have started to shift the mood
So forgive me if I look away
Ayo
She ain't gon' let it be known
The way she moves about it
I know her days been flying
Through her subconscious
We need a life to live
In Gen Z, the Mecca of sin
But she rather go to war
Recruiting hoes who try to join in
Treat our problems like nothing
Searching for the newest angle
Behind each other's backs
We talking shit to other people
And I don't dance
But it takes two to tango
Mano y mano, fight today
Then live to see tomorrow
She had a lot of good ones on me, granted
I ain't meant for things to go that far
At all
But look
And then that day goes by
Go about the hours aimlessly
Just living a lie
But she's the reason I don't f*ck with nada
Pointing fingers, playing victim
Know she very proud of
All the shit that she done start up
Like, hoe, go get your shit in order
I played it cool for years for you
But why even bother
I'm tryna be the bigger and a better person
You won't even let me be a man
Huh
Your type of timing I can't understand
I could never move in the ways you did
F*ck I do to deserve it
But I'm not innocent
Not even perfect
Ain't never gon' claim to be
For all the love I gave in ways
Sometimes you couldn't see
But I'd never try to compromise
Where your heart was at
Wanting best for yourself, nah
I ain't blame you for none of that
All I wanted was 1 on 1
But you ain't on none of that
And you still kept your guard up
Stuck with your thoughts from the past
Moving through life way too fast
Running my name through the mud
And soon I'll be gone in a flash
It's lotta things that we got between us
You pushing me back
You had the last words
Since then you ain't hit me back