Please Video (MV)

Constantly compared to who I could be
And that makes me aware I'm not who I should be
Got me feeling scared of how my future's looking
If I'm not here nor there, where does that put me?
Blame everyone for what I do to myself
I don't cut habits until they affect my health
Put myself into my own personal hell
Then I blame it all on the cards that I've been dealt
Don't know what it is but I ain't been feeling well
Lately I been feeling like I'm being overwhelmed
Probably because I refuse to come out my shell
Probably because I keep myself in this cell
And I won't come out
I won't open up
Stuck in my ways
And I've had enough
But I won't do shit
Cause I can't move
Even though I could
I just don't want to
I just don't want to
There's so many things that I just wanna do
But I stay in my bed and sleep until it's noon
It's my own fault don't wanna admit it's true
But my bad habits stuck to me like it's glue
Making excuses it ain't anything new
Please, please just tell me what to do
(And I won't come out)
(I won't, I won't open up)
For the past few months, I been far from gracious
I been working hard, thank you for your patience
Demons show their hoards, I been trying to face em
I been working on it, I hope that I'm changing
I hope that I'm changing
I hope that I make it
But what good is hope
If I never take it
I hope that I'm changing
I hope that I make it
But what good is hope
If I never take it
If I don't take it
Oh, oh, so this is love