Night Rooms - Loaner Boy Lyrics

Out of my heart there you run and now I'm not having fun
Find it hard to believe when they say that I'm still young
And dumb, I'm numb, and bummed I'm not your man no more
Was I before?
And I wanna be who you see in your dreams, in your sheets
I'm deceased, my disease is coming solely from your
Eyes in the photo I delete from my phone I was so hopeful
I was before

Now I, I'm not your man no more, who was I before
Just a friend of yours, ATM for sure, and your chauffeur
I'm your loaner boy
Said "Don't be such a stoner, boy
Why are you so alone now, boy
Is this what you've become, my boy?"

Found someone new wasn't you couldn't move
Couldn't speak couldn't eat was embarrassed by my teeth
Found it harder to believe that she'd wanna be with me until she said so
What do I know?
She gave me the world but I couldn't take her word
Cause you had hurt me before do you remember I'm not sure
So before she had her turn I had to say to her
I'm not your man no more, I'm sorry girl

And I, I'm not your man no more, I'm sorry cause
Don't know how to trust, threw so much love, right out the door
She said, "I'm your loaner, boy"
Said, "Don't be such a coward, boy
This is why you're alone now, boy
But if that's what you want, my boy
Yeah if you wanna run, my boy
I guess we had our fun, my boy
You're just like everyone else, boy
I guess we all get hurt once, my boy"