NICKTROPOLIS - REWRITE MY LIFE Lyrics

I might be apprehensive
I've come to a conclusion
That I must live with the pain
I've retained, I can't blame
People I've gained
I've refrained from this game
In my life no one stays

And it stabs like a knife
I can't take all this strife
Its this time in my life
I need to unwind
All the baggage inside
And throw it aside
Let me rewrite my life

I've been pushed through the glass
That separates this gap
All this time I've been trapped
Lost in the past
My life lines been slashed
I've been left with a gash
And I'm still intact
But still falling through the cracks

Chorus:
I've been waiting a life time
To rewrite my life
And I won't watch it fly by
Cause it seems
I've been diving deep
Letting me be me
For the first time

I will tell you the truth
Sometimes I feel blue
And I don't have a clue
How To unstick from the glue
So i took my pain
Gave it all to you
You take and take
And it made you f*cking break

It so selfish of me
To show this version of me
Cause of my history
There's no decency
I need to destroy
So I can enjoy
All of this joy
That you've given to me