Nick Heymann - Differently Lyrics

Whatever I did was wrong
I knew that all along
You just shook your head
I knew you played dead
You never talked to me
But wanted me to see
That I should be
Differently
They say talk is silver and silence is golden
But if you want to be understood your heart needs to be open
And I know that it's not easy, yeah I know that it's hard
But things should be different and we need a new start
Apart
Whenever I talk with heat and fire
I feel deep down your desire is to disappear and cut the wire
Or that you could clone yourself so you could leave
And hide under the shelf for no one to see
Forget about wealth, I mean come on I'm not twelve
All I want is release from the hand that I held
And I'm sorry you wanted freedom and I tightened the belt
But it was hard to let loose, yeah there was so much I felt
Seriously, you don't take me seriously
I start to become angry, furiously, it's new to me
Anger's nothing I ever felt
I mean before I met you I felt nothing, so
Whatever I did was wrong
I knew that all along
You just shook your head
I knew you played dead
You never talked to me
But wanted me to see
That I should be
Differently
Trying to break the ice for a few years now
And eventually the weight of your love will make me bow
And I will never be your ideal man
But at least I tried everything that I can
Talking to a wall
Hold me when I fall
You'd kick me when I crawl
That's not love after all
I mean, that's not love after all
Whatever I did was wrong
I knew that all along
You just shook your head
I knew you played