I don't wanna feel alone now
I'm in my zone now
Just hit my phone now
I don't wanna feel alone now
Just hit my phone now
I'm in my zone now
I don't wanna feel lonely, lonely
These people phony, phony
They don't really know me, know me
They don't really wanna hit my phone now
I'm so alone now
Just hit my, just hit my, just hit my phone now, yeah yeah
Rose in the belly of the beast
Fam wasn't perfect
Made choices I'd say were worth it
Not saying that I have it least, cause that's not true
I had you, but where I had you
It didn't seem enough
And if I ever learned anything about enough
It's that it's never enough
And when I have enough I just brush it all off
When the going gets tough, I just brush it all off
And I can't hang the paintings cause I took the walls down
Swept the floor but it crumbled all down, I'm falling far down
Yeah, yeah, you showed me what I wanted
God damn I was into you to be honest
Times where you left me so confused
Scared that you'd take my heart and pawn it
And I learned that, and I learned that
That it's never gonna be easy
That it's never gonna be easy
Can't find the words to say how I'm feeling
Pad and a metronome
I'm like a clone, but nobody knows
And my hands in the air, screaming
Why do I feel so alone
Why do I feel on top of the world
Doing a dance and spinning my girl
Winning this world, I feel so twirled
Quickly unwhirled, hundreds of people but I still stand alone
That's what it's like to live in my world
Rose in the belly of the beast
Fam wasn't perfect
Made choices I'd say were worth it
Said I don't wanna feel alone now
I'm in my zone now
Just hit my phone now, aye
Flipped this story like a thousand times
A young heart break wrote a thousand lines
Fits my glory to expose a crime
A stolen heart makes a frozen mind
Ice in my veins and ice in my brain
Tossed a dice then complained I might be insane
This vice is a stain
On my canvas of pain, oh yeah
What can I do
That is the life that we living it's blue
Read if you're green your mind blacker and chewed
Painting a pic of a violent truth
And I don't know why it ever came to this
Coulda been friends yet we take the risk
When we joined our hands and we made a fist
We ain't slowing down no breaks on this
Three edges on the same plane lead to a stop
From top to the bottom we flopped and we dropped
From rocking and rolling to blocking, no talk
Heart in my sleeve and my pocket, it's locked
My word is my bond stays firm like my bones
I'm hurt yet I found it's worse when I'm prone
To desert my own mind left it up to a clone
With hate he's designed, no wonder I'm lone
I don't wanna feel lonely, lonely
These people phony, phony
They don't really know me, know me
I just wanna feel alone now
I'm in my zone now
Just hit my phone now, aye, aye, aye
I don't wanna feel alone now
I'm in my zone now
Just hit my phone now
I don't wanna feel alone now
Just hit my phone now
I'm in my zone now
I don't wanna feel lonely, lonely
These people phony, phony
They don't really know me, know me
They don't really wanna hit my phone now
I'm so alone now
Just hit my, just hit my, just hit my phone now, yeah yeah