used to it Video (MV)

It's been two weeks since you pretended that we couldn't see
That those poison cans had filled you
Searching for answers in your broken wife and kids you couldn't see
You're the reason that we're hiding
One's too numb to care and one's not shocked but somehow he's still scared
Cause mom and dad are always fighting
It's the same old lines but it still hurts as much as the first time
And we can change your mind
I know nothing different
I'm getting used to it
I know it's a sickness
Do you wanna live like this?
Then there comes the good days where the poison bottles stay away
Is this only for the moment?
If I look away, will things go back to when you said I'll change
And the magic fades (it went away)
I should know to not get hope
You'll intoxicate alone before you come home
It's your way of saying healing my pain won't take yours away
And it's all the same
I know nothing different
I'm getting used to it
You know we're sick of it
But you wanna live like this
You wonder why
I've stopped asking how you've been
I'll just go hide
To save me from the words you've said
I wonder why
Even after all this time
You still lie
You know I love you
I want to help you
But you don't see through
Cause it doesn't hurt you
I know nothing different
By now I'm used to it
I'll choose forgiveness
Cause we'll never change it