I see things, that I don't like
And it hurts me because I know that deep down it's in me
I see things, and I don't know
How to curb it when those feelings try to break free
Pushing down feelings like its running a business
Exhale until I cry, baby what is this
Never had changing my life on my wishlist
I guess the universe said hold up while I flip this
Twelve months ago I thought I was getting old
Now I'm making plans for the moment I'm getting gold
People pleasing made my life more difficult
But letting go is part of growing up and I'm getting bold
Getting told that I would go far slamming on my guitar
That's all I ever wanted far as I could remember
Since grand marquis was my car
Since I tried to be a try hard
Since then I can see my new scars
Vision 20/20 my views are
Fixed in on what it takes to start
Up my life right and find where my roots are
I see things, that I don't like
And it hurts me because I know that deep down it's in me
I see things, and I don't know
How to curb it when those feelings try to break free
All I ever really wanted
All I ever really wanted
All I ever really wanted
All I ever really wanted
All I ever really wanted
All I ever really wanted