Nic Gyalson - I Won't Hide from Myself Lyrics

I've been feeling so lonesome
Since I've had that dream
As from then on the word home
Really doesn't seem to mean a thing
I realized that I was frozen
When I tried to scream
Then I decided that the word home
Really wasn't gonna mean a thing
Never again would mean a thing to me

I won't hide from myself
I won't hide from myself

I'm making up my mind
Oh please, I need some time
To get up, to get high
And find another reason to survive
One day I'm gonna lose control
I'm gonna fall
And I might be out of my mind
But there has to be a reason to survive
Give me a reason to survive

I won't hide from myself
I won't hide from myself

I've been driving off the road
Since I couldn't find
A single answer in the code
I stuck to in the dream I left behind
I'll marry you and stay forever
You know I'll try
But if we can't achieve my goals together
Sure I gotta leave before I die
Will you let me leave before I die?

I won't hide from myself
I won't hide from myself
I won't hide from myself
I won't hide from myself