Niar Nevar - Priorities Lyrics

Hey bro
Can we go outside
I know it's hard times right now
And you just wanna die
But I'm really bored
And I love hanging out with you
Its really nice outside right now
So what you wanna do

I won my soccer game
Yesterday
You weren't there
I asked you why
You asked me why the f*ck I even care

Well you're my brother you're my number one priority
I know you're hurting mama forced you into recovery
Its really okay you don't have to stress
Ill leave you alone now
I know you only wanna rest

But i just wanted to talk
And find out how your day was
You didn't have to kick me out
I did nothing wrong
F*ck

Okay
I didn't mean to piss you off
I know times are tough
But you just wanna go out and do drugs
You get so get so high
Don't even say good bye
Just leave walk out the door
Don't wanna see me no more
Cant we play some basket ball though

Honestly you really overuse the word later
Im not a hater
But your future could be so much greater
If you'd just listen
To what I'm saying
Im not lying
Say you wanna be sober
But really you ain't f*cking trying

Listen homie
Im like your number one fan
But you don't notice
You're my hero you're like batman
You always have back
You help me when I'm feeling down
When people wanna beat me up
You put them in the f*cking ground

You left me and the family
Moved halfway across the country
Im so hungry
I cant focus i cant even study
You think It's funny
Im heartbroken you're a f*cking junkie
Our baby brothers f*cking crying
And you say I'm lucky

No matter how hard I try
You'll never understand
The pain inside me
I feel dead
You say I'm batman
If i could fix all my mistakes
And rebuild up your life
Go back to all your soccer games
And we wont ever fight

You know I would
Maybe you don't
But that don't even matter
If I could fix my priorities
We could start a new chapter
I f*cked up brother
And I know it
Maybe I don't show it
But i would give the world to you
If you'd just let me do it

I missed your game the other day
I went to chill with friends
I guess there more important
I don't know did you win again?

Im never home and I'm sorry
We have no time to bond
I wanna show you how to live
But I just let you down

I keep relapsing
Always napping
You don't know whats happening
Supposed to be a role model
But I'm covering

Up the truth
That I cant prove
I don't know what to do
Now I have nothing left to lose
Except you

All my life tryna set my priorities straight
Im sad and I do drugs no heaven hell open the gates
Now every time I look at you my heart it f*cking breaks
You're doing so good no thanks to me that you're doing great

I know deep down that you're hurting
But remain a soldier
Mama screaming
And I'm supposed give you my shoulder
I guess I was too high
Forgot that you're sitting here crying
Pray to god that I'll never have to say goodbye