Niar Nevar - My Fault Lyrics

I'm sorry that i did this shit to you
Okay
I know you're hurting
I split your heart into two
Yuh
Aye
You thought you finally found the one
If I could go back in time shorty you know that I would

You struggle every f*cking day
I still call you tryna make sure that you really feel okay
Yuh
Okay
You always tell me feel fine
That when you hear my voice it eases all the pain stuck in your mind

We were perfect
I never loved someone that loved me back like you did
At the time you were the only one I really trusted
Now I think back and regret all those f*cking calls I missed
I'm sorry baby that I wouldn't fulfill the future that I promised

I look back
I know now that theres no good reason that we couldn't last
I f*cked up but now thats the past
Theres no going back now
I said my vow
You say you're better now
But still have mental breakdowns

It makes no sense
Daddy stays a raging alcoholic
He's psychotic
Never thinks about his daughter
While you're always crying
You found your first love
I broke your heart
That mother f*cker
I hope I rot in my grave
So you wont have to suffer

Again
I think I'm falling again
I hold it back though cuz I'm too scared of hurting you again
Wish I could go way back when
We would laugh on the school bus
When we weren't scared, we weren't nervous
Way back when nothing could stop us

Never best friends always crushing
No you're not happy stop bluffing
I know deep down you're suffering
And on the outside you're smiling
Your love struck me like some lightning
And I guess that was the was the thing
I wasn't ready for someone so amazing
Now I'm going crazy

This is my fault
The line I crossed
All the names that i called you
Then I said good bye to you
While your love it only grew
When I was hurting you came for my rescue
I guess my love was over due
Thats why I couldn't continue

I'm sorry
I'm f*cking sorry
I never meant to cause any additional pain
I hope some day
I can earn forgiveness
Though you say you don't care anymore
I still know you remain in pain
And I don't think I can truly live with myself knowing I hurt someone like I hurt you