Niar Nevar - Cranberry Lyrics

Let me paint a f*cking picture for you
I started drying out my heart because it's way overdue
I started drowning when color disappeared from the ocean
Just like the sky a long long time ago when it wasn't blue
I'm living, hard
I had to raise the f*cking bar
I knew by crying all alone that I just wasn't getting far
I went from thinking like a little kid just playing my guitar
To Mr. Everybody's Homie, tell me isn't that bizarre?
I buried all my enemies inside my mental garden
I'm just getting started
They all f*cking begged me for my pardon
Used to tell me that I'm just like all these other f*cking artists
Now they see me and they tell me how I'm really not that common
I'm a monster
And I only came to conquer
I'm darker
Than the side Luke met his father
I'm richer than you without a single dollar
I rap better, I'm a lyricism doctor
You'll barely catch me on the gram
No one ever knows my moves
I show and they like yo Cam
I feel like showing them the truth
I do the things they say I can't
I don't even gotta try for them to be like god damn
Love me now cuz I ain't ever finna change
I'm still the same heartbroken kid
I'm always gonna love my pain
I gotta smile on my face
I see the rainbow, not the rain
I have a hurricane inside of me that ain't going away
It's about time somebody listens to me
Cuz I've been trapped inside this cage asking to be set free
I'm the definition of real in this fake society
I asked you nicely don't make me have to handle this violently
Tell me now, is everything in my head
Is it true, there's really demons sleeping with me in bed
Am I better safe than sorry, should I try to forget
Should I stay right where I am or try to take one more step
Is true that everyone just wants something from me
Should I give them what they want or laugh at them and think it's funny
I don't really got a whole lot of money
But I got bars, so can rap and I ain't talking bout a mummy
Recently I found myself, is this a new beginning
I'm winning
I'm just a poet with a musical ability
I'm swift no agility
The bullshit in the industry
It's killing me
I can't f*ck with nobody's energy
I'm here this is my destiny
And you're getting the rest of me
If you see me as the enemy
You'll get f*cked up mentally
See me and you see infinity
You're seeing a legacy
Of authenticity I f*cking captured the recipe
Honestly ain't nobody on my level
I ain't saying that I'm special
I just saw my potential
I ain't got more than you
But I'm not willing to settle
In a world without diversity I'm here as the rebel
I don't try to be different
I'm just being myself
And I know by doing so that I'm like nobody else
I put my feet on the ground, I put my pride on the shelf
I'm not a cheater cuz I only play the cards I was dealt
In this mind mind game
Trapped inside a picture frame
It's sideways
Staring at the wall getting migraine after migraine
Why don't you play my game
Why don't you feel my pain
Wanna see my brain but you see things that I can not explain
I'm not making any sense
I'm writing what I feel, that's it
You love me but hate what I spit
My rhymes are too immaculate
Live without even one regret
I choose to only look ahead
I could spit your whole career and never even break a sweat