Niña - the void Lyrics

I don't need your reasons, reasons
So soon. I'll be leavin, leaving
I go to the place so dark I swore I'd leave behind
So far, oh, no treason, treason
So much I believed in, even
The way
I pretend that I don't need your lips on mine
Lately, I can't escape the feeling they don't need me
I swear, oh, to God, someday they'll believe me
How far do I go before I just stop breathing
I call again, you say, get out of my head
I'll open the windows and go to my bed, for a while
You come through my window, I wouldn't be mad
I don't have to ignore, ignore
The hurt to keep you safe and secure
I go to the place where I don't act so damn refined
Always within reason, even
The way
I believed in, healing
Searching for something I know that I might never find
Lately, I can't escape the feeling they don't need me
I swear, they'd applaud and hate me if I came clean
How high do I climb before I hit that ceiling
I call again, you say, I meant what I said
I'll open the window and hang out my head, for a while
Take me where the wind blows
I call then regret
What you taught turned to dust in my chest
Bound to this unraveling thread
Afraid to let it go
If I disappear
Will anybody know
Will anybody believe I was here
Keep open the window
The void pulls me in
For a while
For a while
For a while
I know that you win though
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