Insider (feat. MLB BroKidd) Video (MV)

Oh ohhhh (ahhh)
Oh ohhhh (ahhh)
Oh ohhhh (ahhh)
Oh ohhhh (ahhh)
Making music with my right hand, I cannot cut it off
Keep a Bible on my nightstand in case they cut me off
I been praying I swear I am, I'm dealing with a loss
I been shining like a light-switch, they wanna flip me off
I been abused so I been fighting
My family say I'm lying
I never felt the love swear I was used to all the violence
I knew I needed guidance, didn't need to keep it private
I wish that I said nothing cus they did nothing but hide it
Shh shh (shh)
I been quiet for a long time
Consequence of always speaking up at all the wrong times
Emotional intelligence from all the long cries
Care to lend a friend a heart? I think I broke mine
I got a lot of friends (a lot)
But don't you think they know me (don't think)
You bout that life then show me (uh huh)
I bang with Jesus only (grttt)
It's hard I can't pretend (I can't)
And people died before me (so many)
But this my testimony (uh huh)
God sent his best upon me
I got a lot of friends
But don't you think they know me
You bout that life then show me
I bang with Jesus only
It's hard I can't pretend
And people died before me
But this my testimony
God sent his best upon me
Making music with my right hand, I cannot cut it off
Keep a Bible on my nightstand in case they cut me off
I been praying I swear I am, I'm dealing with a loss
I been shining like a light-switch, they wanna flip me off
I been abused so I been fighting
My family say I'm lying
I never felt the love swear I was used to all the violence
I knew I needed guidance, didn't need to keep it private
I wish that I said nothing cus they did nothing but hide it
Hate that they cut me off like a vasectomy
Everyone in the world seem to just question me
I understand that I'm not of the world
But that's why the world is the only thing testing me
And I never studied so that's why it's stressing me
I know I failed but God is correcting me
And I'm on my knees
Cus God has been blessing me
How come I feel like a failure if I never become rich?
Is it my standards or is it how the world wants me to fit?
It's like I'm always spending time but now I see it's counterfeit
I know I'm struggling on this earth but I know heaven's gon be lit
I can't keep this inside
I can't keep this inside
I can't keep this inside
Making music with my right hand, I cannot cut it off
Keep a Bible on my nightstand in case they cut me off
I been praying I swear I am, I'm dealing with a loss
I been shining like a light-switch, they wanna flip me off
I been abused so I been fighting
My family say I'm lying
I never felt the love swear I was used to all the violence
I knew I needed guidance, didn't need to keep it private
I wish that I said nothing cus they did nothing but hide it