Ohh oh oh
Yeah, yeah
Ohh oh oh
(Yo can we put on some Ney?)
I sent the last, read 11:33, and I'm okay with that
I felt so alone that I was asking where my haters at
My heart still calling out to God, I wonder where'd I break it at
Trouble seems to follow me I'm tryna change my fragrance
God, I been crying tears been falling down my prayer hands
If healing is a game then I don't really wanna play again
Being good don't feel too good, don't think I feel okay again
Put my thoughts into a sentence, I just didn't wanna say amen
But amen tho
Feelings weighing heavy on the mental
I been stuck inside my head, I think depression runs the system
I don't wanna speak cus I can't trust you, just give me a pencil
I'm been tryna brace myself but I don't know nothing 'bout dental (okay I get it)
See where I'm going? Think I'm contradicting
Maybe I been trippin 'cus nobody seems to feel the things that I swear I been feeling
But they all still gonna listen tho (they don't wanna understand)
I bet they all still gonna listen (yeah)
I ain't have no family growing up, this is my Plan B
I been fighting my own thoughts feel like Billy and Mandy
Yeah, I had my hand out started watching what they hand me
I'm everybody friend but I'm alone? Tell them unfriend me
I had to get gone, I had to get out like Peele
I know that life can get hard sometimes but I'm living for God, that's part of the deal
Pain gon hurt but it come with the skills
Thank the Lord I can finally heal
Thank the Lord that even when times was pressing, still paid all of the bills
Aye, still paid all of the bills, ain't popping no pills
Holy Spirit is in me it gave me the chills
I'm God lil soldier; I'm doing the drills
This peace, this more than a thrill
I trust the Lord and His timing so I'm gonna give Him the wheel
Even if the car broke down and was leaning on two good wheels
Still paid all of the bills, ain't popping no pills
Holy Spirit is in me it gave me the chills
I'm God lil soldier; I'm doing the drills
This peace, this more than a thrill
I trust the Lord and His timing so I'm gonna give Him the wheel
Even if the car broke down and was leaning on two good wheels
I sent the last, read 11:33, and I'm okay with that
I felt so alone that I was asking where my haters at
My heart still calling out to God, I wonder where'd I break it at
Trouble seems to follow me I'm tryna change my fragrance
God, I been crying tears been falling down my prayer hands
If healing is a game then I don't really wanna play again
Being good don't feel too good, don't think I feel okay again
Put my thoughts into a sentence, I just didn't wanna say amen
I was way too scared to lose my friends, I didn't wanna go all in
I changed my ways and got up out that pit that I was living in
I hated living in my sin, I had to go get it
I ain't wanna feel that type of pain again
Yeah, God has saved me in so many ways
I'm a seed you can't put me in a grave
I'm praising Jesus, yeah, I'm tryna start a wave
I'm dancing in the rain, I don't know if I'm okay
Yeah, I gotta hold on (yeah)
But I'm feeling like my soul's gone
I'm so exhausted cause the road's long
I'm like "oh God," I'm like "oh God"
Yeah