Nextdoordown - It Wasn't Always Like This Lyrics

There's nothing that I'd say
Compared to your words
Imma let it all go yea
This is not how it meant to be
Oh this is not how it's meant to be
How it meant to be
Oh it's not meant to be
No I'm not meant to be
I'm on IBM lines and some other shit
Things I can't pronounce, I been poppin it
I'm not reading lips or your messages
You don't think I know what it really is?
You try to pretend, pretend
Like I don't notice, notice that
That you're someone your not
I can be who, you wanna see
Like back the f*ck away from me
No you cannot f*ck with me
Telling all your friends, I'm not man enough