Next Gen Jake - Real With Myself Lyrics

It's time to keep it real with myself
I've been f*cking up, no I can't deal with myself Goddamn
It's time I learn the in's and the out's
My brother in the 'Ville, I know he'd kill to get out of there
And I know how you work
You tell my ass to leave, but when I'm gone, you say you're hurt
Bae, that's not how shit works
Don't tell me that you love me, after all that shits just words
I ain't never had no real love, I'm still tryna learn
You need to pick you a side and leave me alone
Like how you gon' tell my ass not to leave and then you go
It's just something I can't believe up in these hoes
And I know you're gon' come back 'cause you're scared to be on your own
It's okay I am too
I've been tryna find the feeling that I had when I had you
But now I've got you back, and I don't get it, so confused
No way, I'm trying not to go back to my old ways
Something just ain't adding up
I just popped an eddie, hit the pen, and rolled a blunt
My boy, he in the bay smokin' exotic, real runtz
They're saying that I changed up, but I don't give a f*ck
'Cause ain't shit changed
I just learned to stay in my lane
I had to learn that shit ain't a race
Everybody's got their time, I'm gon' get better
I've just been on my grind, bitch I won't stop until I get it, I'm on go
It's time to keep it real with myself
I've been f*cking up, no I can't deal with myself Goddamn
It's time I learn the in's and the out's
My brother in the 'Ville, I know he'd kill to get out of there
And I know how you work
You tell my ass to leave, but when I'm gone, you say you're hurt
Bae, that's not how shit works
Don't tell me that you love me, after all that shits just words
I ain't never had no real love, I'm still tryna learn