I was so afraid
Every single day layin in my bed lookin for a way
To fix what I've done to you
Don't know what the day is I been feelin stupid where my brain is
Writing mixing looping all the same shit
Got me goin crazy baby I can't take it
To the kid I'll pour one for you
Cheers to the kid I'll pour one for you
Where do I go now
Been a while since you've been around
I feel lost
Do you remember the times in the yard
Back when the future always seemed so far
I can't remind
What I can't remember
Eat my alive
And use me for shelter
My words in these notes
Are stuck in my throat
I'm gasping for air
And nobody else knows
They tell me lifes tuff
And I've grown to know
One day you're in the sun then they leave in the cold
Just hold on to me
Oh
Just hold on to me
To the kid I'll pour one for you
Cheers to the kid I'll pour one for you