NeverxHappy - burning out (feat. Zionjuice) Lyrics

I woke up in a dream where I lost you
After all the years of healing it took to find you
I psyche myself out and believe things that are not true
Baby you know I'm gone
I wish that I'd stop falling
Down
I can't breathe and I'm trying to speak
But I can't make a sound
Sleep paralysis demon got me stuck inside of this shroud
Darkness in me and I'm burning out
I'm sick of always being stuck in my head
Drowning in these voices that I'm always hearing
They say that I'm just f*cked in the head
It's hard to describe exactly what I'm out here feeling
Shooting cocaine in the bathroom
Getting high while I'm trippin off the mushrooms
Fallin down
You all know that I can't stop that
I'm a goner to myself
Til I figure out a way
To stop feeling all this pain
Cut the oxygen to my brain
With the 80 proof in my veins
I still feel like I'm going insane
I'm here counting down my days
Why's it so f*ckin hard
To focus and commit to this lifestyle change
You know I'm faded
I can't explain it
I just love to feel like my days are near the ending
Maybe I just need self love to save me
I woke up in a dream where I lost you
After all the years of healing it took to find you
I psyche myself out and believe things that are not true
Baby you know I'm gone
I wish that I'd stop falling
Down
I can't breathe and I'm trying to speak
But I can't make a sound
Sleep paralysis demon got me stuck inside of this shroud
Darkness in me and I'm burning out