I can't sleep I can't eat
If I give them what they want then
Will they just let me be
Who I am I'm not like them
I'm sick of nodding my head at the things that I can't stand
This is it
All my friends
I've tried so hard but I can not pretend
Cross my heart
Hope to make it out alive
Their helping hands look more like suicide
If I don't make it out remember that I tried
Cross my heart
Hope to breath this time
Day by day night by night
I sat alone with pen and page
Trying to do what's right
God I pray
Shed some light
Cause if I burn out I want to burn out bright
Cross my heart
Hope to make it out alive
Their helping hands look more like suicide
If I don't make it out remember that I tried
Cross my heart
Hope to breath this time
You make all things new
No one needs you like I do
You know I do
Oh you make all things new
No one needs you like I do
I need you
Cross my heart
Hope to make it out alive
Their helping hands look more like suicide
If I don't make it out remember that I tried
Cross my heart
Hope to breath this time
Cross my heart
Hope to make it out alive
Their helping hands look more like suicide
If I don't make it out remember that I tried
Cross my heart
Hope to breath this time