NeverSleep - Christmas Gives Me A Stomachache Lyrics

Pack the car
We're gonna be late
Roads are slick
The skies are gray
That means I should probably go home
For the holidays
The empty chair across the room
That's all we have
To remember you
I bring you up
Like I committed a crime
I guess you're not
What they had in mind
That time again
But the magic's gone
I can't let go
But the world moves on
The world moves on
I wrote you a long note
You told me you'd read it when you got home
Little did I know, little did I know
You weren't coming home
The note was full of sorrys and maybe
I was always bad at expressing my feelings
So little did I know
That you weren't coming home
You never came home
An empty stare across my face
That's all you have
To remember me
I shut you down
This isn't the time
Let it go
I swear I'm feeling fine
You're late for work
And I'm all alone
I'm feeling bad
So I write you a note
You told me you'd read it
When you got home
Little did I know
I wrote you a long note
You told me you'd read it when you got home
Little did I know, little did I know
You weren't coming home
The note was full of sorrys and maybe
I was always bad at expressing my feelings
So little did I know
That you weren't coming home
You never came home
Nothing feels the same
Since you left us here
I feel like I'm the one to blame
I feel like it's all my fault
I know I gotta go back home
I don't wanna feel it anymore
But Christmas gives me a stomachache
I feel, I feel, I feel
Nothing
Feels the same without you
I don't know how to cope
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know
The world moves on, But I'm
Standing still
I don't think I can let go
I can't let go
I wrote you a long note
You told me you'd read it when you got home
Little did I know, little did I know
You weren't coming home
The note was full of sorrys and maybe
I was always bad at expressing my feelings
So little did I know
That you weren't coming home
You never came home