NeverForgetful - Rain Disguises the Tears Lyrics

Walking down these streets alone again
Low expectations mixed with mayhem
Ripples in the puddles move unsteady
Like the pumping blood from my heartbeat

Rain disguises the tears
When I can't face my fears
(Oh)
The world keeps beating me down
To the point where I may drown

Oh
Oh
Oh
Oh
Oh
Oh

Reading old texts and posts on Facebook
And all the letters in your notebook
Based on a time where I didn't put you first
I know it's my curse
God it hurts
Want to put it in reverse

I didn't step up when I needed to
I was scared of something new
Disappointment is my defining trait
It's too late
For God's sake
Get a hold of yourself it's pathetic
It's just me it's authentic
The smiles fading around me
It's time to flee
Can't you see
I gotta set myself free

Rain disguises the tears
When I can't face my fears
(Oh)
The world keeps beating me down
To the point I may drown

Oh
Oh
Oh
Oh
Oh
Oh

Not a day goes by when your not on my mind
Just last week I took the time
To look back on the days we had
Where we took a drive to the lake and back
Remember the nights where we just talked
About your work and what you bought
We used to dream of a house in town with a dog
The plans we had of morning jogs
I guess it was never meant to be
So says me

Rain disguises the tears
When I can't face my fears
(Oh)
The world keeps beating me down
To the point I may drown

Oh
Oh
Oh
Oh
Oh
Oh