In over my head
Ankles made of lead
Pushed into the deep end
Wishing I were dead
Try to play pretend
Remember what you said
I forgot it
Another day in the same black jeans
Wonder to myself if you're missing me
Try to wipe my eyes and clear my head
But it's never been so hard to leave my bed
But I'm hoping
Struggling
Don't give up on me
I'll give it all
I'll give you cause
You'll see what I mean
In over my head
Ankles made of lead
Pushed into the deep end
Wishing I were dead
Try to play pretend
Remember what you said
I forgot it
Cause it's hard to let go when I'm comfortable
Medicate feeling low
In over my head
Living with my dread
Who am I without it
Chaos a dream dies in me
Sure, a spectacle for all to see
If I ever clear my head
Will I make it out alive
Was it ever really better there
On Sunset Drive
But I'm hoping
Struggling
Don't give up on me
I'll give it all
I'll give you cause
You'll see what I mean
In over my head
Ankles made of lead
Pushed into the deep end
Wishing I were dead
Try to play pretend
Remember what you said
I forgot it
Cause it's hard to let go when I'm comfortable
Medicate feeling low
In over my head
Living with my dread
Who am I without it
In over my head
Ankles made of lead
Pushed into the deep end
Wishing I were dead
Try to play pretend
Remember what you said
I forgot it
Cause it's hard to let go when I'm comfortable
Medicate feeling low
In over my head
Living with my dread
Who am I without it