Bleak Video (MV)

Rolling over on
Just another Monday
Fallin out of bed
Thinkin' I'll make it someday
Gotta do it in my way
In spite of what they all say
This is my forte
Through verbs and nouns I sway
While
My quest for Tranquility
Hindered by this Soliloquy
I need to be
Alone in peace
Look, can't you see
I bottle It up
Play hide and seek
No one to trust
I dare not speak

Mind feels caged
My body meek
My dopamine
Think It needs a tweak
Unveil my snowden
Let the truth leak
As
Fields of Emotions
Roller coasting
Keep on tokin
Hemoglobin
Makes reality fold
In on itself
Stranded
Abandoned
With no one to help
Except for myself
Half past twelve
And time to delve
To memories
I have put on a shelf
Now

Have you dealt with this before
Loud end of a 44'
Against your skull
It takes one pull
To free your soul
Make all life null
No matter how full
Of conspicuous dreams
And beliefs
It seems
Hard to conceive
The final sentence
We reprieve
Eventually Seen
As a great relief
From all the grief

Pain and strain
I must refrain
Going insane
Course of my brain
Starts Insinuating
Of an inclination
For some inspiration
Will NOT stay complacent
It's Invigorating
Slow down now
Have some patience

Please have a little patience

So I can bring it right back
Crack a pack and relax
I dropped the beat
But I'm on the right track

Pushing through all this Strife I'm
Just lucky I survived
Not locked away, with no rights
Till the day I'm 65

This comes to me inherently
Writing lyrics for me is therapy
Blank my mind, keep flowing
Brush it off, keep going
I can't end my story
Pick up a pen
And write with it BOLDY
All my emotions on paper
Save it for later
In an attempt to understand-this
But I can't-it's

Burrowed in my mind
Eating my pride
Alive
From the inside
Tough to contrive
A proper explanation
With worthy implication
Or maybe I'm too impatient
Cause

I feel it surge
The yearn
The burn
Maybe I'll never learn
But that's absurd
No time to be concerned
The world about to burn
From the inside out
Corrupt governments, and
Fallacies to doubt
Your mental ability
To find a way out
Of the facility
Treated as Nobility
Told it brings stability
Meant as a utility
Then they gained senility
And broke the fragility
Of servility
Mixed in Hostility
Means the Futility
Of our civility
Still

Take a grain of salt with the words I speak
I know this world can be so magnific
From every concave to every peak
There's stress release
With inner peace
You're the one that makes your life look bleak
Repeat
You're the one that makes your life look bleak
Repeat
You're the one that makes your life look bleak

Feed the good wolf