nesmatias - snow angels Lyrics

I wake up to work and my car is dented, dented
Before the train arrives I feel it and just start running, running
An orange jacket girl that I see near me... she spells, she spells

We argued on the first date... but then
I ask if you want to take a ride with me
You helped me to say: "get up"
Clean words that only I can spell
You did it the way I do
And guided me to hell too
You can move worlds when you're sad
I tried to show it up
And you smiled beautifully at me
But we didn't know it back then
I wish I'd met you sooner
In that timeline things change
And we never met on that train
You know it was cold that day

After all, the city's cold night, cold night, where am I?
My neighbor stops and asks me about her, about her
I take my pills in my room and I just sleep, sleep

I am in my mind now, can see you
Why in the bookstore, you don't even recognize me?

I open my mouth to spell out
But nothing comes anyway
A sea of words I keep
Inside of my own cage
You always dye your hair blue
I cry below the gray moon
Surrounded by the white land
When will we oh oh
When will we make snow angels again?
Hire someone to erase
I have memories in me
And I know you have them too
I come back to the start
The beach that today is harsh
Before it was light and now it's night
Now I see us in the broken house
You said that you would choose the wine
The sea invades the floor lines
The last time I left the door
But now we can pretend a goodbye
The darkness that envelopes us
It takes everything back to its place
Now I see your sweet eyes that look into mine
I know that we're gonna meet again
Meet again in Montauk...

The last words: "I don't wanna lose you"
"I love you" than you faded into the rain
Beyond the glasses of a car
The last day we talked, I knew you for real
The grave of a benevolent, leaving marks everywhere
A friendiship that stays behind, now going down like in stairs
And we were crawling
We will never miss it