Neon Dion - Find Myself Lyrics

Looking to find myself
Numb my pain counting my wealth
Looking to find myself
Need designer on my belt
They don't know what I have felt
Pour up a deuce and I melt
F*cked up all by myself
F*cked up all by myself

Even when I'm lonely
I still count bucks
F*ck all the phonies I got no trust
Said they were my homies
And left me in the dust
So I roll another blunt
Take it to the face
Out here and I stunt
On all the fakes
Make it through the doubts
Know I will make it out
Making mama proud
Kept Ten toes on the ground
F*cked up all by myself
I don't need no one else

Looking to find myself
Numb my pain counting wealth
Looking to find myself
Need designer on my belt
They don't know what I have felt
Pour up a deuce and I melt
F*cked up all by myself
F*cked up all by myself
So f*cked up
So f*cked up

Said I couldn't do it
I proved them wrong
They just want ruin
But I've stayed strong
Money been motivation
And the kids I'm saving
On my elevation
Yes that feel amazing
Send me to the wolves
I've been feeding the pack
Leading the pack
No way I could fall
I am so cold with these raps
Out here with my team
We've been chasing dreams
And you know they got my back
We've been winning
And they do not like that

Looking to find myself
Numb my pain counting wealth
Looking to find myself
Need designer on my belt
They don't know what I have felt
Pour up a deuce and I melt
F*cked up all by myself
F*cked up all by myself
So f*cked up
So f*cked up

I don't need
No one else
F*cked up so
Maybe I need some help