Nelly B the Artist - Cycles (feat. Nate Hicks) Lyrics

Praying, waiting, contemplating
Only getting older
Are you gonna show up?
("But" what, "but" what?)
Separate me, crave me, claim me
'Til you get me closer
Do you fear to know what (my love does)?
Keeps me runnin' after you
Heed my heart it beats for two, uh
Keeps me runnin' after truth
Since you're -- you're gone, so I
Keep on runnin' after you (keep on runnin' after you)
Heed my heart it beats for two, uh (heed my heart it beats for two)
Keep on runnin'
Is it true that you'll never ever have a love like this?
'Cause honestly ya hurt me, baby
When you're away, away
My gift, my Butterfly
Wipe my eyes of white lies
Woah
You know I love you, baby (but)
I know that you feel insecure
You're missin' my love when I am not here in your presence (but)
I tell you if you want to leave it'd be understood
'Cause I'm out here facing these pressures (facing these pressures)
Don't feel I ain't notice your effort (notice your effort)
I see that you're giving your best, Love
Still drowning, I'm saving myself now
I wanna see clearer (ooh)
And I'm always wondering how to be myself without you feeling down
'Cause I wanna share my love
But you're not the only one who speaks to me
And I die a little every time you cry
Watching all your fears, they come alive
You should be careful, you deserve better
So I say farewell
Keep me runnin' back to you
Separation overdue, uh
Keep me runnin' after truth
Since you're -- you're here, so I
Keep on runnin' back to you (keep on runnin' back to you)
Separation overdue, uh (separation overdue)
Keep on runnin'
Boy, it's true that we'll never ever have a love like this
What you think?
I mean, if I'm being all the way real I just...
I feel entirely too selfish to give you the life and stability that you desire and deserve
My heart is pure
And I want what's best for you and for me
Which might mean protecting you from me
Really, I just need some time
But I don't know how much of that I have
I'ma be honest, I was denying it
Mindless rewinding
Tryna rely on past feelings, deceit, unheavenly freedom
Mastering disguise when God told me "I see ya"
Ignorance is not equivalent to intentions
So we're sensitive but not equipped for every decision
(Na na na, no no)
'Cause honestly ya hurt me, baby
Whether you stay or you're away (away, yea)
My God, my Adonai
Wipe our eyes of blurred lines
Woah
(Praying, waiting, contemplating
Only getting older
Are you gonna show up?)