Sleeping in is easy
Feel like that's all I do these days
Staying in bed 'til it's two in the afternoon
Nothing's ever easy
Feel like that's all I learn these days
Staying in bed and I'm dreaming of
Nothing new
It's a headache
Staying awake
Faking conviction in a single thing I say
It's a headache
Can't get out my own way
Can't pretend I'd rather be here than lying awake
You let me down easy
It didn't hurt but I kinda wish it had
At least then I'd have something to say when you ask me how I've been
But lying to you is easy
The truth is hard when I don't know what it is
And it's relieving to find that I don't know a f*cking thing
It's a headache
Staying awake
Faking conviction in a single thing I say
It's a headache
Can't get out my own way
Can't pretend I'd rather be here than lying awake
You let me in
I cut you to the bone
You shut me out
It felt like home
I misplaced the blame when I
Said it was gravity that pulled you away
I am to blame for never
Saying what I don't know how to say
It's a headache
Staying awake
Faking conviction in a single thing I say
It's a headache
Can't get out my own way
Can't pretend I'd rather be here than lying awake
I'm so tired
Of staying awake
When all I get for it's this
F*cking headache
It's a headache
Staying awake
But it's what I asked for