I've been depressed
And I've been stressed
I've been a mess
Now that's addressed
My life's a wreck and I know this
But when I blow up you all gone notice
I'll never lose focus again
Psychosis hit 30 thousand
I'll never look back cause I'm confident I'm gonna make it
I been the shit and that's an understatement
Me and my team we underrated
I waited my time I waited my turn
I live life might as well, only way to learn
And discern fantasy from reality
Respect is really real and ambition is key
But please Never forget how shady this industry can be
Money pussy weed is the motif
They recite it like it's Lucifer's loose leaf
I need a few trees to ease
Through grief to find true peace of mind
They provokin' suicide just as soon as signed on the dotted line
Yeah
They gone try to take my soul and it shows
But they won't ever get me no
Said I won't ever sell my soul
Said I won't ever sell my soul
Lessons I've learned
Through the tears I return
To a new state of mind
We'll turn back the time
And watch the years as they go by
We'll live a different kinda life
To whom it may concern
Rise from the ashes just to burn
Burn burn my heavy soul
To clear my head I'm feelin low
Losin control but never sight of the goal
It's that hustler's ambition and if you know you know
About the lessons I've learned through the tears I return
So in layman's terms my words burn through the beat
Insomnia tripping f*ck it I got dreams worth more than sleep
And these people reaching out but talk is cheap so you can keep that
I'd rather make it on my own
That homegrown king after his own crown and thrown
I've got a mind of madness
Like Van Gogh on the canvas
With a chance of manic depression
I'm stressing injecting needles in my veins
What a shame it's the only way that I stay sane
The pain reverberates like AK's and grenades
Combined with the force of a hurricane
You live life and you learn
Or you rise from ashes to burn
Lessons I've learned
Through the tears I return
To a new state of mind
We'll turn back the time
And watch the years as they go by
We'll live a different kinda life!
To whom it may concern
Rise from the ashes just to burn
Burn burn my heavy soul
You can't ever have it
Burn burn my heavy soul
I won't ever sell it
Burn burn my heavy soul
You can't ever have it
Burn burn my heavy soul
I won't ever sell it
Don't ever sell your soul
Not for chains or bankroll
Fame in exchange for control
Keep focused on the goal and keep moving
And keep shooting for the stars
And eventually you'll get the fancy clothes and cars
Lessons I've learned
Through the tears I return
To a new state of mind
We'll turn back the time
And watch the years as they go by
We'll live a different kinda life!
To whom it may concern
Rise from the ashes just to burn