Stained cup red, picking up your head
You got the type of hype to make me hurt
And I'm not gonna say that I know your worth
But I think that I'm starting to learn
So grotesque, bullet in my head
You say that I'm never not gonna be a mess
Maybe I'm stereotypical, I gave you too much control
I see the blood trickle but I still feel painless
Look up to let the shine in
Head down to not get burned
Too close, she'll burn your lining
Too close and she'll make you hurt
Look up I find her staring
Keep count when I see her turn
So close, adrenaline's pumping
Too close and she'll make you hurt
Tied to Saturn, I feel uneasy
Ring toss on my head, I'm queasy
Hey, did you really think that this would last
No, I know my shame's too much to bear
Aye, I need to apologize for the wrongs I've done
Mary smacked me down in the temple
Tied to Saturn, I feel uneasy
Ringing in my ears, I'm going crazy
Look up to let the shine in
Head down to not get burned
Too close, she'll burn your lining
Too close and she'll make you hurt
Look up I find her staring
Keep count when I see her turn
So close, adrenaline's pumping
Too close and you'll wish you never learned
You'll wish you never learned