I let nostalgia run its course
I tell myself that it won't get to me anymore
But that's bullshit, I've barely made progress healing the sores
If I force it, then all the important steps get ignored
What happened to the moments of us being held up by the tension?
Tensegrity
I know I have to move on eventually
But I don't think you'll ever truly get how much you meant to me
Believing we might cross paths in a better setting
That's like believing that the stripper really likes me
I'll admit I let the fantasy entice me
But I know the odds are less than getting hit by lightning
And I don't blame you, I should've known better
I was an embarrassment like when pandas are grouped together
Sent a trip of scapegoats, "I was just under the weather"
Really I'm an asshole who couldn't handle all the pressure
I let nostalgia run its course
I tell myself that it won't get to me anymore
But that's bullshit, I've barely made progress healing the sores
If I force it, then all the important steps get ignored
What happened to the moments of us being held up by the tension?
Tensegrity
I know I have to move on eventually
But I don't think you'll ever truly get how much you meant to me