N.Dizz - Unforgettable Lyrics

If we're being honest, self-medicating all it did defer my pain to you
I'm sorry baby chose bad habits over loving you
Feel ashamed I let the drugs get best of me instead of you
Not fixable
Not lovable, self-sabotage myself until I feel forgettable
I'll sell my soul to forget the hole I'm missing you
Would sell it all to get one look at you
But I don't need it though, unforgettable
It's father's day I wonder how many times you thought of me
Wonder if the devil say at least ain't make you bleed
Or is that just me
Ain't never call me silly, these niggas take me serious
Young why he so scary, lone wolf be the weirdest
Solo, Han, I war shit, star supported by an army
ATN the hardest, and you got dropped no comment
If we're being honest, self-medicating all it did defer my pain to you
I'm sorry baby chose bad habits over loving you
Feel ashamed I let the drugs get best of me instead of you
Not fixable
Not lovable, self-sabotage myself until I feel forgettable
I'll sell my soul to forget the hole I'm missing you
Would sell it all to get one look at you
But I don't need it though, unforgettable
Do you love me boo? Tell me again once more
Love the way you move, love the way you smell
Mama hate I smoke, papa hate I smoke
Grandma know I smoke, embarrassed by the thought
I paid my dues the demons won't stop chasing me
She call herself a bitch, I ain't the one to say 'nun
Proud I never snitched, I took it on the chin
Even told Mr. Officer it was me not him
If we're being honest, self-medicating all it did defer my pain to you
I'm sorry baby chose bad habits over loving you
Feel ashamed I let the drugs get best of me instead of you
Not fixable
Not lovable, self-sabotage myself until I feel forgettable
I'll sell my soul to forget the hole I'm missing you
Would sell it all to get one look at you
But I don't need it though, unforgettable