They want me to care less
That's all I hear
I'd rather have my sanity
Instead, I'm self aware
I know you're mad at me
But I don't know if I should care
You out searching for clarity
And let me know if you find me there
This world is scaring me and I don't know if I'm prepared
And I don't know And I don't know
It's all I hear
Scaring me and I don't know
And I don't know And I don't know
It's all I hear
Scaring me and I don't know
And I don't know And I don't know
It's all I hear
Scaring me and I don't know
How come I find it
So hard to listen
What am I missing
Who am I kidding
All of these times that I've been indifferent
Over these plans I ain't even made
Where am I trying to go, Why can't I stay
Why can't I stay
Why can't I stay
I'm trying to stay right in my mind
I'm finding peace but then I freeze
And I keep falling on my knees
While none of these streets are new to me
And everything is old
Repetition's cold
Acting like we're not the ones who hold the keys
And I've been trying to find me
Are you even out there trying to find me