Whos that brown boy wearing all black
Whatcha know about him
Nothin
I been shuttin it down since way back when
I am on level 10
Some days I can't pretend
You're fake, you ain't my friend
Solo like Kai Lo Ren
I be spittin all these raps, like they be bustin them bullets
Got hella people on my back, can't no one push us or pull us
They tryna pick apart my songs, so i preform to the fullest
Now I'm back up on my mission to make my music the purestl
Cuz I've been ghostin hella lately
Felt like i was at my lowest
Tryna paint a bigger picture but my mind just wasn't focused
So I had to backtrack and take a break from all my music
Oh man, oh man oh man
Oh yeah I've been writing
I've been writing lots of songs yeah
Will you hear them
Will you hear them? Probably not yeah
My mind is different
My mind is different, I'm not calm yeah
Somethings ticking
Somethings ticking, I'm a BOMB
My mind is racing
I'm in first place
Thoughts are pacing
I must erase
All these songs that may just blow up
But my mind would rather grow up
Listen over all my songs
Then I find something that's wrong
And I shut down
Tell myself I will not make it
All these thoughts sound like self hatred
I can never feel the greatest
Stop myself from elevating
I dont need your medication
Please get out my face with that
I would rather get caught up with feds
Than take your trash called meds
FACTS
Oh yeah I've been writing
I've been writing lots of songs yeah
Will you hear them
Will you hear them? Probably not yeah
My mind is different
My mind is different, I'm not calm yeah
Somethings ticking
Somethings ticking, I'm a BOMB
Whatchu want from me
Whatchu want from me
Yeah
I see you eyeing me
You eyeing me
Tryna take me from the path I've been on
Conspiring
I've been tryna stay away from you but you got closer
I took a hit, I liked the feel
And then you just took over
I could've prayed
I should've prayed
Yeah, my heart got colder
Then I noticed all these mood swings
Was going through things
And God was distant, Oh so Distant
Devils resilient
Oh God