NBS Arlin - Trauma Lyrics

Natzi living, i hate niggas
Idk if they goin get us
I been tryna to stay Civil
Idk if I'm make it home
I just wanna be alone
No i can't answer my phone
Everybody askin Whts wrong

Niggas fake and phony Whts goin on with tht
I thought u was my brotha ken folk ridin click clack
But u had to switch over a bitch thats a Mitch match
Playin rogins heros this ain't field play
Dats Rift raft

And don't let me get started on these bitches
They switchin sides for chilli
Tryna get dem riches
Comin ftom dat westside all i know
Is playin defense
Everybody tryna 1 Up
So I just keep my distance

I had to get hurt a couple times just
To learn my lesson
It is what it is
I can't even stress it
I-know ain't killa, but dont push
Me 2 edge
I been trigger happy so i
Ain't far from da end

(But Dear momma) they don't wanna see a niggga shinin
(Dear momma) I'm so sorry tht i had you cryin
(Dis Traumaaa) I'm paranoid so confine in these sticks
(Dis Traumaa) Got My heart cold so ruthless
(Dear momma) I'm put a smile on yaaaaaa face
(Dis Traumaa) I'm fightin everydayyyy
(Dear momma) we ain't goin back where we came
(DIS TRAUMMA) got me fightin depression everyday

If i do crime I'm do the time dog
Right or wrong if i love ya
I'll always love yaaaaa
I ain't like u other niggas
Playin degrassi
For these bitches
Tryna please ya homiessss

Like they ain't da ones tryna f*ck emmmmm
I think niggas confused which side is you on
Is you Kane or is youuu able
Can i count on you
Whn I'm unstable
Where was niggas at whn i was case closed
10 Freeway lookin at da sky

Sky oh

(But Dear momma) they don't wanna see a niggga shinin
(Dear momma) I'm sorry i had you cryin
(Dis Traumaaa) I'm paranoid so confine in these sticks
(Dis Traumaa) Got My heart cold so ruthless
(Dear momma) I'm puta smile on yaaaaaa face
(Dis Traumaa) I'm fightin everyday
(Dear momma) we ain't goin back where we came
(DIS TRAUMMA) got me fightin depression everyday