I try to scream, but my voice is cracking
Try to be strong, but my body's shaking
I try to change, but I ain't changing
No
It's tearing me apart
I should've known it from the start
I can't resist
I'm f*cking pissed
Time for me to
Drop my cards
I blame myself, not my family
And I blame god, if he created me
For what it's worth, why do I even try
To break these walls with my piercing cries