This time I f*cked up real bad
A sad story 'bout a girl I met
Flashing colors, yellin' voices in my head
A torment I can no longer bear
All alone, but she was always there
(She was there)
Molly and Alice fooled around with me
Pull the trigger, what's it gonna f*ckin' be?
This is the way my life goes
I got a girl named psycho
(Girl named psycho)
My brain and soul harmonize hardly
My inner self lost at that party
Desperately, tryin' to stay sane
I may be sober but
Never again the same
My psychological makeup
An inner nightmare, tryin' to make it stop
But I'm still chasing the rabbit
It's a rooted bad habit
Silently
Like a nighttime thief
I keep away from all this mess, she left
Left me with nobody to blame
Two years created a dimension of shame
Not really sure
If she blessed or cursed me with this
Is she my slave or is she my mistress?
As one problem solved another
Behind a paper shield I took cover
Back to the wall, guess I got stuck
If they open fire, then I guess I'm f*cked
Back to the wall, guess I got stuck
If they open fire, then I guess I'm
FUCKED
Old enough to pay the bills
Old enough, forever walk the treadmill
Old enough to know the drill
Old enough to crush down the hill
Old enough to pay the bills