Yeah, look
I could barely find myself
How could I ever be good to you
Been lost for so long
But for you I'm too hard to loose
Conclusions after conclusions
Won't change up how you seem to move
Even if I go alone
You still think there's some things to prove
Excuses excuses don't ever work, when it's from me to you
Fantasies of these beliefs, that you were hoping to be true
I'm no good for me
So how the hell can I be good for you
I got some toxic traits
That I've been hoping I could never lose
I've been abused and been overused when it comes to feelings too
No matter who, I put all of me
And they response is just, oops
If therapy could ever be free
Then cool, something I do
Until that point, my feelings and voice
Is never something i'll loose
A lot of baggage and the baggage comes with me
And like a flight, too much baggage would always come with a fee
A surplus of emotion, never enough what I need
So much baggage, my personal won't fit under the seat
Enough analogies
I base it off my past not rationality
Cause people change, their morals ain't straight in actuality
It keeps me sad, a person so young
With feelings of factually
No exampled past
To show happiness is not mixed with casualty
It's only good till its not
And from there 'pose to learn
Cause emotions come with actions
That's far beyond any words
I'm too stuck up in my ways
To learn the bumps and the curves
And that's just me
So if I'm wrong
I'll get what I just deserve
I don't deserve no happiness
I don't deserve the true love
Cause everyone I put my all to
Was never quick to show up
So if you think i'll do that for you
Then you got it f*cked up
How is someone who never had it
Supposed to show you real love
I don't deserve no happiness
I don't deserve the true love
Cause everyone I put my all to
Was never quick to show up
So if you think i'll do that for you
Then you got it f*cked up
How is someone who never had it
Supposed to show you real love