Natsuo - No to Growing Up Lyrics

Hey, how's it going?
I can't say, I ain't growing
All the used to be kids that I thought I knew are now in college
Every single day, I think I grow up but I don't
Everytime Momma talks about life I say no

How's it going five years after Emily
Hey, I'm just trying to save those memories
How's it going since the girls hit misery
I can't say but it still really haunts me

So, I don't think I'm growing
I think I've always been knowing
That everything that I'm showing is fake and too overthrowing
Seems like everybody's glowing except for me
So you can say, I'm also in misery

I can never end up in the right tone
Never ever wanna pick up my phone
Rather sit by myself alone

How's it going
I can never say that it is okay
How's it going
I wanna live like how it used to be

A long time ago when I was still a child
My cousin and I was playing toys with a smile
She asked if we were gonna do this always and forever
Play with toys and never ever surrender

When I brought up what she said a whole decade later
She bust in tears she missed the years where everything was much better
Now, I know that those years have become valued treasure
People change or stay the same, it's time for me to get better

How's it going
I can never say that it is okay
How's it going
I wanna live like how it used to be

I can't see how you can act so real
Can you teach me how I can start to feel

How's it going
I can never say that it is okay
How's it going
I wanna live like how it used to be