My blood
I can feel it turning cold
Your embrace is a stranglehold
This isn't what I came here for
Guess I should have known
This isn't what I wanted
But I can't sleep alone
I can't sleep full stop
So take all I've got
I'm losing it either way
I'm losing it
I lose every game we play
Do you believe in the things you say
I must be broken to feel this way
Feel your hands around my neck
Feel afraid of what they'll do
I'm afraid of you
And I think you are, too
Would you please explain to me how
I wanted you so much and now your touch has got me shutting down
All of this time I took the blame
You're screaming out my name and I can't hear a sound
All of my life I lived in shame
And you never apologised
So maybe I deserved it
One day I'll make you so happy
And this will all be worth it
It's worth it
I swear it's worth it
Just tell me it's worth it
Please
Please tell me it's worth it
It has to be worth it
It has to be worth it
It has to be worth it
It has to be worth it
It has to be worth it
It has to be worth it
It has to be worth it
It has to be