[ Featuring the Night Sweats ]
It's the center of me but I still don't see
Feel it moving around
Can I admit defeat or disbelief?
Does it have to be now?
Hey wait, why do I wait until this shit gets harder?
Hey wait, my words are arriving now
So I wait, I wait until the shit gets harder
Alone in my head
Is it all I had, is it all that's left?
I'm starting out empty again
I cradled my arms, rocked myself to sleep
Be ten more years till I say what I need
Stuck in my mouth when I try to speak
And nothing comes out
Hey wait, why do I wait until this shit gets harder?
Hey wait, my words are arriving now
So I wait, I wait until the shit gets harder
Alone in my head
Said maybe, I don't want to sleep too long
Someone wake me, I don't want to sleep too long
I'm just gonna close my eyes and try to play it cool
I'm tired of waiting
I'm tired of waiting on myself
I'm tired of waiting
I'm tired of waiting on myself
Why do I wait until the shit gets harder?
I'm tired of waiting
I'm tired of waiting on myself
Why do I wait until the shit gets harder?
I'm tired of waiting
I'm tired of waiting on myself
It's the center of me but I still don't see
But it's moving around