Nathan Jarrelle - Sick of Being Sad Lyrics

Sick of being sad, sick of being mad
I keep moving forward but I'm overlapped
I mean I keep moving forward but I'm in the past
I don't wanna be embarrassed
I don't want them to laugh
I ain't got a chorus
Forget a chorus cause I'm sick of life
I was hurting deep inside
I was molested and I'm full of pride
Not to mention this depression
I'm alive but I'm dead inside
Let me get this right, I'm being revived
Through Jesus Christ I am made alive
There's a part of me that no one sees because I hide
And if I'm honest, I keep saying that I'm fine but I know that it's a lie
I keep lying when I'm hurt inside

I'm not a victim cause I've been redeemed
They took my innocence but Jesus gave it back to me
I was a shell of myself, thought I'd never smile
Then Jesus came into my life and showed me my denial
I speak the truth, He is real, I saw His open wounds
He healed mine and I'm sure that He can heal you too
The biggest problem that we face is we don't open up
So all that cold and bitterness turns our love to dust
Mold can only grow when it's damp and dark
So let Jesus Christ be The Light inside your heart
I'm serious
Open your hearts, I don't care if they not feeling this
Perfect love cast out fear and there is no fear in this

Only Jesus heals and that's apparent
I was molested as child, I'm 23 and I just told my parents
I've been crying cause it's hard to see
But Jesus holds me in His arms
I've been blinded by attacking me
He comforts me because I battle with low self-esteem
But I've been loved, I've been cherished and I've been redeemed
My past is underwater
I've been baptized
I can walk inside the freedom of Christ
I'm made free from Satan's lies
I'm not embarrassed
Can't nobody tell my story
God told me to tell it
And I really hope that it heals you
And when nobody hears you just know that Jesus hears
He feels your pain too
He's there for you
Only Jesus can make you free
From all the bondage
From all the pain
Lust, baggage, and chains
Jesus can bring change
Will you let Him?
Or will you continue to run circles around in the same game?