Can't suppress how I feel anymore
Dream of you walking through the front door
Saying "honey I'm home, how was your day"
Just a figment of my deluded mind
That's how I spend most of my time
Creating a life for us in my head
But in reality
You'll go home with some guy that you just met
And I'll wake up during the night from a cold sweat
Feeling sick to my stomach 'cause I know that
He gets to have you right where I want you
You
Facing facts, you're never gonna feel the way I feel
Seems fake, got my hopes up thinking this could be real
You're always gonna be who you are and that's okay
The hardest part is knowing that it will never be me
You'll go home with some guy that you just met
And I'll wake up during the night from a cold sweat
Feeling sick to my stomach 'cause I know that
He gets to have you right where I want you
You
He gets to have you right where I want you
You