You were the brightest flash
The thought of you sent shivers down my back
But that's in the past
Now you're in the past
All the light that I couldn't see
All the lines you painted for me
And I wonder what I should believe
I can't seem to say
That I need to change
But I'll find a way
Still I'll find a way
In and out of sleep
I've lived my life inside a lucid dream
Now I hardly breathe
It's so hard to breath
All the time I wasted away
All those signs they all looked the same
And I wonder who I've got to blame
I can't seem to say
That I need to change
But I'll find a way
Still I'll find a way
And I'm trying to tell you all about it
Cause you need to know
And I hope when I see you again
I hope you'll understand
And I played the part
Blinded by the dark
And you held the spark
In your open arms
All the answers I should have known
All the chances I've had to grow
And I wonder what I've got to show
I can't seem to say
That I need to change
But I'll find a way
Still I'll find
I'll find a way