I'm a mess
I'm drinking in a bar to wallow in my pity
I'm pathetic
A better man would have it sorted by now
And I see your dress
Maybe that's the whiskey playing tricks on me
It's the worst form of self-cruelty
But that's how I live
Some days I let her get all into my head
The last time I smiled
I can't remember when
But I still move on
Some days I wish that you were still here in my bed
To whisper sweet nothings
And tousle my hair
But you're long gone
12 PM
And I've lost half the day to a late night and some booze
Found a funny meme that I would've sent to you
When the waitress asked me how you'd been
I tell her good
Though I'll never see you again
Some days I let her get all into my head
The last time I smiled
I can't remember when
But I still move on
Some days I wish that you were still here in my bed
To whisper sweet nothings
And tousle my hair
But you're long gone
And now it's like
Nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah
Nah nah nah nah nah
Nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah
Nah nah nah nah nah
Nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah
Nah nah nah nah nah
Nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah
Nah nah nah nah nah
I log on
To Instagram and check to see if you're doing okay
I know I sound depraved
I just want it to be worth it
A quarter of my life is down the toilet
Don't mind me I'm just creeping on
Some days I let her get all into my head
The last time I smiled
I can't remember when
But I still move on
Some days I wish that you were still here in my bed
To whisper sweet nothings
And tousle my hair
But you're long gone